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Es ist mehr als enttäuschend fest zu stellen, dass manche Freunde sich nach Jahren von einem abwenden.
Nach all dem was man für sie getan hat...immer unterstützt hat und immer verziehen hat.
Man wird durch jemand anderen anscheinend besseren ersetzt...und diese Freunde erkennen ihre wahren
Freunde nicht wieder.
Ich erkenne sie nicht wieder.
Nichts ist mehr wie es einmal war.

nature is the art of god

memories

lightning

day-dreaming

time and space

hm..

some nice pics...

...

...;)..

..this could be it..

.......

I know I shouldn’t be doing this
Why can’t I stop ?
Butterfly’s, bloodrush, everything’d telling me to run
but I’m not
Only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now ?
Don’t give me time to back out

‘Cause I don’t wanna think about frikin up
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do
What we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Giving up
Not tonight
I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway

If there’s a chance or break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t wanna think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

My heart beats my head
And I’m letting it
Take me over
I got to keep going
Can’t stop, can’t sleep
Cause tomorrow I’ll be sober
You only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now ?
Don’t give me time to back out

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/melanie-c-think-about-it-lyrics.html

‘Cause I don’t wanna think about frikin up
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do
What we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Giving up
Not tonight
I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway

If there’s a chance or break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t wanna think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

Only regret what you don’t do
Do, Do what you want to

I want to feel something
I’ve never felt before
And I don’t care if it hurts
It’s worth it
I want to be someone I’ve never been before
So I’m gonna run
I’m gonna close my eyes
I’m gonna jump into the fire

.....

flatterhaft, von einer Pflanze zur nächsten, unerreichbar und doch so nah...
empfindlich, eitel, unabhängig, unvorhergesehen, scheu...

(yes...I am truely a butterfly...)

rose garden.

.....

and the life...

....

......When the fisrt breath of winter through the flowers is icing.......

;)

-.-

feeling like a nightmare came true :(((((((

bigger things...

...immer wenn es dunkel wird...

http://www.myvideo.de/watch/7903090/Juli_Immer_wenn_es_dunkel_wird

..even...

...in the darkest corner there is a light...

(but I didn't find it yet)

the day before the day..

Ablenkungsversuch II.

these twists and turns of fate..



all of my regrets will wash away somehow..



but I cannot forget the way I feel right now.

Ablenkungsversuch I.

I'm floating on air..

My dreams of farytales and fantasies were torn apart...oh....

day and night-shadow and light

it's just a thought...

don't believe in love (Dido)

I wanna go to bed with arms around me
But wake up on my own
Pretend that I'm still sleeping
Til' you go home

Oh I can't look at you this morning
I should probably have a sign
That says ‘Leave right now or quicker'
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love you're too close to me
And that's why you have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful on your shoulder
Your arm warm around my side
But it's different now, it's morning
And I can't face your smile

The second that I feel your safe hands
Reaching out for mine
I slip away and out of sight
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothing is good for me
If I don't believe in love nothing will last for me
When I don't believe in love nothing is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me
And nothing is real for me

When I don't believe in love why do you care for me?
When I don't believe in love nothing is real for me
If I don't believe in love you're getting to close to me
And that's why you have to leave
And that's why you have to leave

If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is left for me
If I don't believe in love
You're too good for me

:)

:)

...

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I justs never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

...

Wie soll licht etwas besonderes sein, wo es keinen schatten gibt..?

(B.H.)

I could really use a wish right now...

remembering that song

http://www.myvideo.de/watch/878329/Justin_Timberlake_What_Goes_Around_Comes_Around

slaves to this love from the moment we touched..

saturday night....somewhere between:
lonelyness, chaos, confusion.

(:

wie ein Schmuckstück, ein schöner glänzender Stein.

sweetheart

beauty

the truth is:

I hate to write...
that's why I have to express myself in art.


emotions-situations

It's never too late-to be who you want

lovely flower

illusion

ein Freund sagte mal:

Es gibt 3 Arten von Frau:

- die Schönen,
- die Hübschen oder
- die Mehrheit ;)

I don't want to make money. I just want to be wonderful.

be who you wanna be

.

.

sitting on a tree...wishing I could fly

summer dream.

be mine.....

They come and go, but they don´t know
That you are my beautiful
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
Can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
Our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

please

couln't somebody help me?

you will be always in my heart

please!!!
Don't let it be the wrong desicion..

DJ Antoine - Welcome to St. Tropez

lalala..

...rain...

pretend...and deny.

(could just somebody tell me what to do?)

between.

.....I feel so lost but what can I do?
'Cause I know this love seems real
But I don't know how to feel.....

feelings go up and down......