nature is the art of god

memories

lightning

day-dreaming

time and space

hm..

some nice pics...

...

...;)..

..this could be it..

.......

I know I shouldn’t be doing this
Why can’t I stop ?
Butterfly’s, bloodrush, everything’d telling me to run
but I’m not
Only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now ?
Don’t give me time to back out

‘Cause I don’t wanna think about frikin up
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do
What we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Giving up
Not tonight
I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway

If there’s a chance or break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t wanna think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

My heart beats my head
And I’m letting it
Take me over
I got to keep going
Can’t stop, can’t sleep
Cause tomorrow I’ll be sober
You only regret what you don’t do
Why don’t we do what we want to now ?
Don’t give me time to back out

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/melanie-c-think-about-it-lyrics.html

‘Cause I don’t wanna think about frikin up
Trying to pretend that we didn’t do
What we’re doing
I don’t wanna think about
Giving up
Not tonight
I don’t wanna think about anyone, anything, anyway

If there’s a chance or break
I wanna smash into pieces
Let’s make a big mistake
But I don’t wanna think about it
I don’t wanna think about it

Only regret what you don’t do
Do, Do what you want to

I want to feel something
I’ve never felt before
And I don’t care if it hurts
It’s worth it
I want to be someone I’ve never been before
So I’m gonna run
I’m gonna close my eyes
I’m gonna jump into the fire

.....

flatterhaft, von einer Pflanze zur nächsten, unerreichbar und doch so nah...
empfindlich, eitel, unabhängig, unvorhergesehen, scheu...

(yes...I am truely a butterfly...)

rose garden.

.....

and the life...

....

......When the fisrt breath of winter through the flowers is icing.......

;)

-.-

feeling like a nightmare came true :(((((((

bigger things...

...immer wenn es dunkel wird...

http://www.myvideo.de/watch/7903090/Juli_Immer_wenn_es_dunkel_wird

..even...

...in the darkest corner there is a light...

(but I didn't find it yet)

the day before the day..

Ablenkungsversuch II.

these twists and turns of fate..



all of my regrets will wash away somehow..



but I cannot forget the way I feel right now.

Ablenkungsversuch I.

I'm floating on air..

My dreams of farytales and fantasies were torn apart...oh....

day and night-shadow and light

it's just a thought...

don't believe in love (Dido)

I wanna go to bed with arms around me
But wake up on my own
Pretend that I'm still sleeping
Til' you go home

Oh I can't look at you this morning
I should probably have a sign
That says ‘Leave right now or quicker'
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love you're too close to me
And that's why you have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful on your shoulder
Your arm warm around my side
But it's different now, it's morning
And I can't face your smile

The second that I feel your safe hands
Reaching out for mine
I slip away and out of sight
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love nothing is good for me
If I don't believe in love nothing will last for me
When I don't believe in love nothing is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me
And nothing is real for me

When I don't believe in love why do you care for me?
When I don't believe in love nothing is real for me
If I don't believe in love you're getting to close to me
And that's why you have to leave
And that's why you have to leave

If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is left for me
If I don't believe in love
You're too good for me

:)

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